Blog Troll, Cyber Bully, Cyber Stalker ,Internet Criminal,
Terrorist And Scam Artist Mary Theresa. Prantil Of Astoria NYC
Jim Morgan's Account:
Through
the years I've written about parts of my life concerning magical
practice, philosophy, alchemy, etc., but not so much about my
childhood. I'm a pretty private person as a general rule, but I will on
on occasion reveal certain parts of my life to relay, or teach etc.
1960
to 1967 was a different world indeed in contrast to the world as we see
and know it today, as many of us from this particular era know. Computers were something that either the very rich, government or
military possessed that were moreover larger then a house in many instances.
The
Internet as we know it, simply didn't exist back then and thus, the folks that
did have these crude forms of computers had to send messages to each other in HTML code against a purely black screen. In those days, there
were no color TV screens, and one's life was pretty much planed out for
them from the day of their birth.
You
went to school, church and performed your school work and chores
everyday. You grew up and went to work in your Father's place of
business, bought your own car, Married and settled down with your wife
and had a couple of kids in a little house with a white picket fence
around it.
Yes,
a different world for sure. Yet, in 1968 the focus was on the cold war,
the arms race and the once lingering issue of the Cuban missile crisis.
I
still remember the drills we were put through on a weekly to by-weekly
schedule. Getting under our desk while locking our hands over the backs
of or necks. I guess this was suppose to save us from Nuclear fall out.
It was a uncertain time to say the least.
Despite
all of these things that filled our lives with uncertainty and fear
back then, there were other less then palatable things going on as well.
Such
things as Priest pedophilia, parental incest, psychological and
emotional child abuse, sexual abuse, child torture and not leaving out
our current subject of bullying.
And
such, was my life as a child as I had a good many of these things going
on in my foster household, not all but most. Not only were my brothers
and I made to endure constant beatings via switching s until we were
bloody, but we also sported bruises and cuts every day when we went to school.
Of
course, inquires were made by the teachers and church officials however it was written
off time after time due to us allegedly just being bad kids that needed
a good ass whipping. It was the bad old days that some remember as good.
The churches stand on the matter of child abuse was the same as the schools lol. Our lives consisted of one
injury after another, being starved and made to look at full plates of
food while standing in a corner all night from time to time. Being screamed at in a insane way about every
minute that I can remember, looking back on it now.
Then
there was the matter being bullied at school to deal with. My grade
school days were full of terror as I was beat up just about everyday and
some times, two to three times a day before I reached the end of my
very short street.
Lunch
money was stolen, trays of food knocked out of my hands, groups of
bullies waited for me after school just about every day etc. I couldn't
even get on the school bus at times and had to run home, or to the bus.
It got to the point that I began carrying sharp sticks, knives and ropes to
school just because it gave me some sense of security.
I
was caught for having this stuff and expelled from school a couple of times however this was fine with me as school at this point was nothing more then a place of horror. School Administrator's didn't care, or even
ask me why I felt it necessary to go to school armed and nothing ever was done to the bullies in the way of corrective measures.
My
only crime at age seven to thirteen was in being a little different
then the kids around me. I was a little skinny Nerdy looking kid who liked to read,
who was more interested in adventure rather then just playing in the
sand box with the other kids.
My
questions were not in ? Where do babies come from, or ?Is Santa Claus
real? more then "who is God" and "why has he allowed these bad things to
happen to me", to which didn't go over well in the adult world most of
the time. You see, They just wrote it off to a phase I was going through and
not a real question or problem etc.
When
it came to me getting beat up repeatedly at school and in other places, I
was just told to grow a thick skin and be a man. My step-father even
went on to tell me that if someone picked a fight with me, then I better
kick their ass, or he would beat my ass when I got home. To which he did
on numerous occasions.
I
was normally a straight B student with a couple of A's on the side in
the early part of my schooling but then became overwhelmed as a result
of all the negative stuff going on in my life. After a while, I was to
terrified to even go to school, My school work suffered dramatically and I
went from A's and B's to straight D's and F's.
It's
pretty hard to keep your mind on school work when your in fear of
getting your ass beat up by some idiot off the streets everyday, or by
your parents for whatever reason. The terror and dread was a constant
thing in my life and I often prayed for death even though I really
didn't even know what death was at the time.
What I did know was that death looked peaceful, and that's what I craved as a
child of seven to thirteen years of age was peace. My life was a hell on
earth void of love, understanding or compassion, as I saw it.
A
kid doesn't really have any friends in the adult world and no one to
really turn to in a crisis event other then the parents. If the parents
don't or won't understand, Or are actually a part of the problem, then that child
is doomed and alone as I was.
Of
course, as a child I loved everyone and everything however after
suffering one traumatic experience after another for years on end my
outlook on life and people wasn't so positive. I finally snapped under the pressure
by the age of fifteen and became very unruly and aggressive towards
everyone.
When
looking back over my childhood, I can remember thinking that I was
always the punching bag for everyone, the last kid picked for the team,
the target of jokes and the over all out cast of my school. Even the
Nerds didn't want anything to do with me lol.
When
I snapped and became physically hostile and turned into the school "bad
ass" against my aggressors. I still lost out. Why? before I was just
different kid that no one wanted anything to do with and then the object
of fear when I became the school "bad ass" in the hopes of maintaining
some respect and security in my life. A "catch 22", so to speak.
I
was still alone, and couldn't win either way and so, I just kept to
myself in the end and didn't want anything to do with anyone, To which I caught
ridicule for as well. It seemed I just couldn't do anything right. When I did do something correctly I never heard about that ever, Only the bad.
Kids
in this type of situation often times feel very alone and unwanted.
They feel unwanted and likened to a puppy whom has out lived it's cuteness. Furthermore, while taking to heart every nasty thing ever said to them by another kid
or adult.
No one knows sadness, fear and loneliness like that of a child. Think about it. If a child is afraid of the dark then how much more fear do they fell when abused at the hand of a parent or outsider such as a bully.
One
thing my parents and their generation didn't count on was the emotional
scars left behind as a result of their actions, inaction and the
actions of others. I can go on and on while conveying one negative
occurrence right after another in my life but I think you get the drift
at this point.
Please
know that I'm not after your pity here as pity serves no one, however; I am attempting to give you
a look into the mind of an abused child. Not only this, but I'm also
conveying the long term and detrimental effects that school yard
bulling can have on a child.
I
did have a few unsuccessful suicides attempts as a child because their was
no other way out of it as far as I was concerned. After these unsuccessful
suicide attempts, I began running away from home in a effort to
regain some peace in my life away from all the verbal abuse, screaming
and physical abuse coming form many people and directions.
I
paid for my freedom through starving, homelessness, and freezing out in
the snow; not to mention other things that happen to a child out of the
protection of anyone that might love or care for them.
This
is another reason I don't have any compassion for Mary Prantil as she
uses her half ass experiences to pity peddle or influence peddle while harming others instead of getting on with
her life as so many of us have done. We've all been through hard times at one point or another yet, Most of us have went on to make something out of ourselves.
I
remember thinking back then, that there was nothing in the world that
was as bad as what I was being subjected to at home. To this day, I
don't regret my decision to leave despite the great price I paid. It was
well worth it and I'd do it again and again.
I
might have been cold, hungry and alone however this was no different
then being at home for me lol. At least I was given the time to heal
physically and emotionally while being alone in the darkness of the
desert miles from anyone who knew me.
Years
later, just when I thought we were impervious to the bullies of the past, a piece of
crap like Mary Prantil rears her ugly head. But that's ok because I'm
much larger now and better apt to deal with this little fly. I bet she
won't be stealing my lunch money, LOL.
You
see, this is why I have endless contempt against tyrannical bulling
behavior such as what is coming from this cyber blog troll prantil. This is how we know what it is to be oppressed alone and in
despair as the result of a barbaric behavior such as Prantil's.
This
Prantil person is every child's and adult's nightmare because she is,
and represents everything that brings misery and fear into a persons
life no matter the age or walk of life.
Scars?
Yes, there are scars existing even within someone like myself however, I
don't let these scars work against me more so then I use them to heal
others who have been through the same things I've been through.
Jan
Windglows has her own story to tell concerning her being bullied as a
kid as you can read further down. We both know what it is, and we both
have a great dislike for people like prantil, Especially when the stand in front of churches and catholic schools proclaiming to be a spiritual person. Truth be known, this is probably where she harassed many innocent children as a kid.
One
point I'd like to make here, is in that Miss Prantil picked the wrong
ones to pull her psycho crap with, but there again this is what they
call Divine KARMA coming back to haunt her. Is this personal? Yes it is as we
will defend EVERY child and adult from a cyber bully like MARY T.
PRANTIL for as long as we live and breathe.
Cyber
Bulling and Bullying over all, leaves deep emotional scars with folks
such as having a inability to succeed. Self-esteem problems,
self-loathing issues, failing to stand up for oneself, suicidal
tendencies, aggressive behavior and communication deficiencies just to
name a few to witch hinder, or stop us from being successful in life.
I
mean, when someone with this type of personality calls you fat, looser or evil
repeatedly as a child, a young person might believe the adult of peer
after a while and act out in the way they believe others to perceive
them.
This
is the goal of the Bully, Stalker, Blog Troll and Cyber Criminal whom
is just as screwed up themselves, Whom want you to be as screwed up as
they are. Misery loves company, right?
Typically,
Cyber Bullies learn this behavior from others and thus the cycle of
fear echoes down through the generations. Miss Prantil learned this
awful behavior from her father and uncle who were sworn to uphold the
laws of the land, believe it or not.
We
know Mary Prantil's type along with the tricks of her trade. How,
simply because Jan and myself had to deal with several "Mary Prantil's"
while growing up. My question is, What shall we do with our children and
how can we protect them and ourselves against this evil?
Will
we break the cycle of fear that people like prantil procreate? Will our
legacy be one of law and order where our kids can grow up in a safe and
educational environment? Or will we allow the madness to continue for the next 30 to
50 years from now?
When
a childhood bully like Mary Prantil grows up to be a Blog Troll and
Cyber Criminal, who is moreover performing the same song and dance as she had carried out in grade school by bulling innocent people on the internet, We have to ask
ourselves who is safe from this detrimental or evil emotional force?
How
hard is it for a person like prantil to sign up under a fictitious name
on some two bit blog site to bash you or your child good names? Miss
Prantil is known to use over sixty different names spanning numerous scam
forums and other forms of social media.
She
can and will say anything she wants about you or your child at any time. All she
has to do is in targeting your child, you or your business by changing a
few things around in her numerous trash blog accounts, as she has done
to others in the recent past.
You
can actually see proof of this by reading over some reports she's made
on Rip Off Report regarding four other people. Mary loves to
threaten,defame, and disrupt other's lives as we all know.
For
me, I believe Mary Prantil to be a evil person that has left a wake of
destruction throughout in her life. I wonder how many children and adults she has
harassed in her life. I wonder just how many
innocent businesses she has destroyed throughout the years.
I speculate in how many unreported deaths she may have caused due to driving
innocent people to suicide? Or killed by agitating a all ready preexisting condition. These are valid thoughts and questions as
Miss Prantil fits the cyber stalker, cyber bully and cyber criminal
profiles to a tee. The evidence we have obtained against her seems to
back up these profiles as well.
How
do we safe-guard ourselves and children from this Internet menace ? How
will we choose to protect our children from younger versions of Miss
Prantil ? Will we just say to ourselves that this is a isolated instance
with each passing of a child ? Or this is someone else s problem and it
won't ever happen to my child or self?
Listen
guys, this problem belongs to all of us, always has, allays will. We
own this curse that makes our lives miserable and moreover, snuffs out
the lives of our kids at times. What will we do about this new breed of cyber
criminal personified by Mary Prantil?
Will
we write it all off to "boys being boys", or to "catty girlish games"?
Or a childhood phase that our kid just happens to be going through?
Will we write it off to some Looney bird that will eventually go away if
we say, or do nothing to provoke a particular moron like prantil?
How
will we handle the issue of bullying in the schools ? How will we
handle all the kids who can't handle the bullying in the schools that
feel they must take revenge against their class mates via carrying out
massacres with pistols and shotguns?
Aren't
these acts of despotism from people who have been abused themselves, or
who have been bullied? Are these not the ramifications of the loss of
respect and doing the right thing by others ? We have to ask ourselves
some serious questions, don't we?
The
sad part about the issue of bullying and cyber bulling is that this is a
by-product of complacency, lack of tolerance and inaction on our parts.
It's
a by product of control being taken away form the parent via the state
to raise their children in a moral and correct fashion, and not leaving out
the fact of allowing some folks to have children who have no business at
all in raising kids on any level such as can be seen in the Mary
Prantil case.
Cyber
bullies like Mary Prantil didn't just fall out of space on day more so
then they are a by-product of society, A dysfunctional member of society that we once locked
away in institutions until they became well, and able to successfully
function and be a beneficial part of society, if ever.
Now
that we've created monsters like Mary Prantil and thus, what will we do with
them? We created this beast with the progression of technology and we
can remove it by changing our laws and defending ourselves and innocent
others on the internet would be my guess..
Jan Windglows account concerning Bullying:
This
is Jan Windglows. When I was a child, I was a quiet child and liked to
listen more than I liked to speak. I was very observant and was
reading high school level medical books before I reached the age of ten.
I
was bullied by other children at school as well as by my grandmother
for this and other things as well. I was bullied for being quiet. I
was bullied because of the way I dressed. I was bullied because of how I
looked.
I was bullied for being a straight "A" student, etc. etc. I was bullied for not wanting to dress out in high school gym class.
I
was threatened by other girls my age that told me if I dressed out for
swim class, the gym teacher would try to drown me by holding my face
under the water.
This
is the type of thing I had to put up with when I was growing up. I can
truly relate to many of the stories that mothers have posted about
their children that have suffered from bullycide.
I
feel that bullycide is one of the worst crimes that cyber bullies and
stalkers are getting away with due to their abusing the free speech act.
Free speech, like all of our other constitutional laws, has it's
implications, and is finally catching up with the very bullies
themselves and I say it is about time!
Children
and adults alike are actually taking their own lives because of hateful
crimes of cyber stalkers, and cyber trolls who should not be allowed to
have the privilege of using the Internet due to the grave damage to
other innocent lives that they cause.
The
Internet to the bully is a weapon that is used against innocent people
that the bully chooses to target for whatever reason. The sad part is,
these bullies have no remorse for their crimes whatsoever.
Some
of them even attend the victim's funerals and laugh at their victims
while the victim lays still and cold inside their casket amidst sobbing
friends and relatives. This is nothing but PURE EVIL.
The
main reason I was bullied, looking back on all the times I was bullied
by others while growing up was, I thought due to the fact that I was a
quiet and shy child.
I
very seldom if ever was in any kind of trouble, and even then as a
young child, had a close relationship with Divinity and had Angels all
around me constantly.
Little
did I know back in those days that I would be chosen to do Divinity's
work, and help and serve Their people all over the world. I always knew
even from a child that I was different.
This
is one of the many reasons that children are targeted by bullies, cyber
bullies, stalkers, and so forth. They are different, they stand out,
they are targeted by bullies that are jealous, hateful, and looking for a
person to target their crimes and abuse on.
Bullies
do this sort of thing because of their own personal shortcomings,
crimes, and mistakes, misdealings and so forth in their OWN lives that
they could not or chose NOT to deal with, grow and or evolve from.
Back
in the day when I was bullied as a child, it was in person-to my face;
never through the Internet. It caused me depression, lacking in self
confidence, it caused me to be afraid and intimidated by others around
me.
It
even caused me to avoid people, not go to parties, and I was even
bullied to the point that I did not even want to attend my own high
school prom because my grandmother told me I did not have anything
pretty enough to wear and not enough friends.
My
mother was very supportive and always told me there was nothing wrong
with me. She told me others did this to me because there was something
wrong with THEM, thus, they had a need to pick on a nice, quiet, peace
loving person.
Now
that I have grown up and am a survivor of what is commonly termed today
as "bullycide" I have not only chosen to do the work of Divinity on
this earth, but stand up for the weaker ones that were bullied and that
felt the need to take their own lives.
This
is because of the extremely negative effects that bullying has on many
people, all around the world. Bully's are using the Internet and many
social media groups to carry out their negative and damaging crimes on
adults and children alike.
I
have chosen to take a stand and choose to GO THROUGH the bully, to
expose the bully, the cyber troll, the cyber criminal, the ones that are
causing many of our beautiful young children and adults to commit
suicide due to the grave, harsh, cruel and evil acts of bullycide committed against our youth.
These young people are gone now, but we are not gone. We have grown and evolved, and have survived.
Thus
we choose and take an active stand against criminals like Mary Prantil
who are cyber bullies and stalkers who make it their lot in life to try
everything they can to destroy the lives of innocent others; even those
who have actually helped them at one point.
Take
a look at the kid's memorial page and feel the darkness and the
emptiness of what is the sad end result of many of our young people who
could not stand up to cyber criminal bullies because they were too
depressed, too abused, and felt there was no way out for them except to
do away with themselves.
We
are here to stand up as the strong on behalf of those who were not
strong enough to stand up for themselves to people that are criminals
like Mary Prantil who in my opinion is nothing except a hateful and evil
woman out to blame the world for her failed life.
I
am a strong survivor. I will not back down. I will not stop.
Criminal Cyber BULLIES like Mary Prantil are the same ones that cause
our children that could have been great leaders of our nation to take
their own lives.
The
cyber bully, as with Prantil, is 99.9% of the time a sociopath, a
psycho, with many diverse problems of their own that target other
innocent people on a daily basis.
Prantil
falls in the same category as criminals such as Dolmer and Bundy I
would say. Same sociopath profile, same intent- to stalk and to
destroy, in order to gain power and control over others because they do
not have any control over their own lives.
We
as the stronger Americans honor these children and young people and all
adults that have suffered great pain, loss and even actual death due to
bullycide and we will continue to fight against bullies like Mary
Prantil and will never stop defending ourselves or innocent others
against bullies like her.
Thank you for reading my post and I send blessings and Divinity's Light to all for the best New Year ever.
Sincerely,
Enchantress Jan Windglows
